Visuals.

I wake up early in the morning on my king size water bed, covered with white 300 thread count cotton bed sheet. I kiss my beautiful but sleepy husband on the cheek, he was up late having a conference meeting with a panel of people from across the globe discussing about some million dollar contract, but that's not my business. I hop off bed and peek through my royal blue curtains and see the dimly lit Mt.Faber. Stretch! Wash up and change into my black crop top over my white bikini top and denim shorts, showing off my 6 pack abs. Yeahhh... Open the master bedroom door and as expected, Scarlette, my blue eyed Golden Husky Mix, is already outside my door wagging her tail at me. I grab her face and give her a kiss on her head.

"Let's go Girl, before daddy wakes up."

I smack her gently on the side of her bum to get her moving. Off we go to the boat dock, to our yacht, for a morning sail,


Ahh~
Think until I sibeh shiok! My life is going to be so perfect! The Secret, I am counting on you, make all these happen! This will happen! And on a side note, I googled and found an almost perfect Husky x Goldie mix that I've envisioned, but the eyes weren't the shade I wanted so I photoshopped it to be perfect. Pretty proud of myself :P

Yes I am damn free now so I can do so much boliao stuff.

BURNTHOSEBITCHES_ instashop review: SCAMMED.

So I saw this instashop sometime back and I was so excited because they were selling this "authentic" Victoria's Secret bombshell perfume at $49 (She later increased it to $69  but offered me at $49 later). I contacted her and made payment immediately because I had been wanting this for quite sometime and great deal right, when the actual Victoria's Secret perfume is sold at  70++ for 50ml.

She was so fast in response pre-payment, replying almost immediately when she said that registered mail is mailed to the letterbox ( WHICH IS WRONG, but leave I'll that for later). Because this purchase was on the more pricey side and more prone to breaking, I opted for registered mail.

Things started changing when I requested for the tracking number.

Her response became very slow and she claimed that her supplier did not send her. It was confusing for me because on her instagram, it was instock. It was also very frustrating because I paid extra to TRACK my package, and there she is not giving me my tracking number. So what if my mail is lost, who is going to be liable? I feel that it is very irresponsible of her.

So long story short, she kept telling me that her supplier didn't give her the tracking number and I still did not receive the package. If she is buying from a supplier, as the owner of the instashop, isn't it her responsibility to communicate with her supplier?

So last night (14October2014), I finally receive a paper from Singpost stating that they have a registered mail that was not delivered successfully because no one was home to collect it and I had to go to the nearest post office to collect -.- ( Refer above to her telling me that it is sent to my letterbox)

Luckily the nearest Post Office wasn't so far away, and I was just feeling grateful that my mail was not lost, it is, after all, $53.

Opened up and guess what !


WTF is this ! Authentic my ass! I was so disappointed. This does not look anything like the picture above ! BUT I was crossing my fingers, I'm hanging on to the last hope that MAYBE, maybe it smells similar.

Sprayed. It smells like ethanol at first, which quickly evaporated into this toilet spray smell. Nope. Nothing like the real one. I would know how the real one smells like because everytime I walk past VS at somerset, I would ask for the bombshell sample, hoping to one day own it.

SO YES. I HAVE BEEN SCAMMED ! Been whatsapping her now and she's not replying. Will see what happens. My 53 dollars T.T Lesson learnt, dont buy expensive and branded things from unauthorized blog/instashop.

Well, for this shop, this sums up my experience, buy at your own risk. I will never buy from this shop ever again!


Update: She tried to blame her supplier, saying she's the victim also, but refuse to give me the supplier's number for me to clarify. Even if she IS the victim, as the shop owner, isn't it still her responsibility since she's selling it ON HER SHOP?

Update: She tried to "give in" by telling me she'll refund me $25, wtf, which means I paid $28 for a fake perfume that I can buy on carousell for $18. NO. And she still refuses to give me the supplier's number which made me suspect that she is lying about the Supplier claiming that its authentic. After spamming her with messages, she finally say she will refund me $50. Argh.,. $3.. Better than nothing.

Gratitude

Today I'm grateful for
Mommy's yummy bur-wich. I am so fortunate to have such a delicious and filling breakfast made with love so early in the morning. She woke up early just to make something delicious for me before work. For that I am thankful.

Today I'm grateful for
The seat I got on the bus today! I am so lucky to have seats on the bus everyday ! Whee ! Lucky me, on a crowded 972 to the busy central business district and everytime everytime I get seats.

Today I'm grateful for
Haha finding out that my present is on the way! Although it kind of ruined the surprise, but I'm thankful that I have a boyfriend that bothered to get me something for my birthday and got something that I said I wanted sometime back! For that I am thankful and blissful ! Opened my instagram today and there it is! Top post from muffinclosets, tracking numbers for people who ordered things and first name was "Lim Aik Hwee". Hehe! Yay ! It's coming !

Today I'm grateful for
Time passing so fast! Last day of work! Tomorrow, it will be freeeeeedom! And also for the day to be so smooth with no mishaps! The day will be great for me everyday everyday!

The Secret , My story.

As of now, I am watching The Secret Law of Attraction on youtube at 37:12. Page 81 of The Secret book. The book always always inspires me, but I'm slightly tired so I will stop the movie for now.

As I'm watching, a lot of incidents where the secret had applied came to mine and I want to remind myself of these moments if I ever need help believing it again.

Actually Regine, why do you need help, just look at Aik Hwee. I remember it was 15 June of 2012, I was feeling so sad and depressed alone on a holiday and I chanced upon Xiaxue's blog. It inspired so much, I wrote a blog post on all the poeple I was grateful for...  [OMG. I just found out that I blogged the whole process without knowing it. ] Just checked. Wrote exactly 4 posts that day. So the rule is, after gratitude, when you feel good, you can ask for things, by thoughts or by writing.

After the 3rd post of gratitude, I felt great, I feel that my life is absolutely perfect! Then, I decided to write a couple of times (by a couple, I mean 20) on a piece of paper... " I want a boyfriend who is better than any guys I've ever met". Halfway through it, I decided that a boyfriend who is better than everyone else is good, but what if he doesn't treat me well? So I wrote 30+ times on a paper, " I want a boyfriend who loves me more than anything". Right when I put down my pencil down. A message came from facebook. It is from this guy that randomly added me 5 days ago which I also randomly accepted. Talked to him a bit which led to Post 4 of the day. Then 3 months later, we got together ^^.

This gotta be the epitome of The Secret at work!

Thankful for my wonderfulcakes, for not mentioning the B word no matter what happens. For loving me and for making me happy. <3

The Secret

Reading my favourite book/blog again because yesterday was the shittiest day ever, and now its all going to change and I'm going to be happy! 

Let's start with gratitude again! Trying hard not to think of anything that happened yesterday or I'll be brought back to that state of mind.

From xiaxue's blog, the place where I first knew about The Secret.

"Thoughts become things.. whatever you dwell on will manifest..." 

"You can attract into your life everything you dreamed of..."  

"You can have money, looks, love, career, health- ANYTHING." 

OMG I feel empowered and happy already. And that is why I always read only 3 pages of that book. LOL. My genie, the universe will give me what I want. 

Okay Regine! It worked before, it WILL work again. 

Remember when you wanted to be 48kg when you were 58kg, It was successful isn't it? 

OMG, going to start The Secret Diet again because I want to be 42kg, my dream weight! 

Haha I am writing random sentences with the only aim of feeling happy and inspired again. 

Let's start with gratitude, that always make me happy.

I am grateful that I got a seat on the bus today on the way to work. I also got a seat yesterday on the way to work. Oh I also got one seat on the way back home too!  Woohoo ! The secret is already working apparently! Seats on the 972, from town to bukit panjang, I am soo lucky! 

NEXT ! What else what else ! OH ! The HR let me keep the kopitiam card! haha. Cheap thrill! But yay, better than nothing! 

My cousin Lynn is awesome! So is my pretty Da Yi! I hope I can have a figure like hers when I am her age man. Anyways, I'm thankful for their sweetness. And for calling me from Italy just to ask me something which is a secret ! Haha but they're the best ! 

Next, I am thankful that despite how horrible yesterday was for me, my dear boyfriend is still around. I know how hard it is to cheer me up because the feelings still lingers and usually last for that entire day till I cry myself to sleep. But sleep is the best because I woke up feeling aweeesome! But I see him trying quite hard to cheer me up. I know he himself wasn't feeling that good as well, but he tried and I know. 

What else...hmm.. I am grateful that boss is away for my last two days of work because I will have nothing to do (completed everything) and he no need to see me slacking. heh heh

I am grateful that I can meet my boyfriend, albeit only for very short while, better than nothing. He is making the effort to come down to my area, so I'm happy. 

I am grateful that my rats , clever clever rats got the hang of " morning in, night time out ". Been making them do that for the past 3 days and they seem to get it! Klover even went in herself, proud rat parent ! Korra and Kida know they have to stay inside once i put them in. Which is good. I want to keep this up, until they get it that they cannot pee outside so often. So gross. Makes it easier for me to clean as well.  

Okay much much much better now. I shall go think of what I want from my genie. He gives me everything I want.

Working on holiday

Happy Holidays to the rest of Singapore! 

Haha and I'm here in the laboratory alone because I forgot it's a holiday and plan my work today. Bleh. Plus, this is the last week of work, I want to finish up all the work before leaving. Just placed the cells in the Hypoxic Chamber, they have to be in there for 5 hours. So now I have got a 4 hours break before I have to do something else.

Kind of sucks to have to work on a holiday, BUT I will not go there because then my Universe Genie won't work. Let's name all the things I'm grateful for! 

Namba 1 ! I'm so glad buses continue their service on holidays, bus drivers ! I feel ya ! Imagine I have to take taxi here, or worse, have no transport at all. Oh! And I'm also thankful that I could grab a seat on the bus since its so empty. I guess no one goes to town so early in the morning on a holiday. 

Secondly, I'm thankful that I am not totally alone. Some people are still in the lab today. I think some might have left, but at least I have got a bit of company. Better than none. 

Thirdly, less people to fight over equipment. Or rather, no people. 

And I can blog here because No Government Day. 

I'm planning to get Ji Pa now, because No Fixed Lunch Time. I can be eating in the pantry for 5 hours. No one is gonna care. Muahaha. Hehe   

What ? Google+ ?

So Jamie suggested we use Google+ to videocall since skype wasn't working very well. I have never used Google+ in my life despite knowing that I have an account. I was expecting my page to be completely blank. Imagine how shock I was when I found out that Google+ has been updating my timeline with my blog posts as well as youtube comments on my Google+ timeline.

Well, although this blog isn't private, I have never told anyone about it. I don't really want people to know about it as well. Well, unless they are searching for specific topics like the other time I got hacked by someone using my debit card info. So yep! I have no idea how to disable the updates, but nevermind for the time being since people are not really active on google+ anyways.

Back to posts! I decided to start the Gratitude thing again because I really need my Universe Genie back. I promise I'll try to write everyday.

So let the Gratitude begin!

Firstly, I am grateful for my baobeicakes. He brought me to see Annabelle on Saturday (5th October) at Westmall. Though I didnt get to see the fake Annabelle at Vivo, I am still grateful that my Dearie brought me for a movie and I have someone to hug me tightly and cover my eyes throughout the whole movie. And of course, someone who is willing to stay with me for the night so I won't get nightmares. Deariecakes also bought a small ( which is the perfect size) cheesecake for me on my birthday, it was yummy.

Secondly, I am grateful for my family. They celebrate my birthday without fail every year. Ah mum made delicious dinner and my favourite peanut soup. My three beautiful jiejies got me the 717 durian cake that I wanted, it was soo delicious and they also got me a nice bright yellow Nike jacket. My brother, for offering to buy me a gift. My mom, who said she'll buy me the new mi4 when its out. Woohoo. My life is so awesome!

Next, grateful for my pretty girlfriends, jx and zq, for coming with a cake. Totally didn't expect them to but they did.

And of course, thankful for the internet! Haven't spoke to my bestfriend since she left, glad that we could skype/video call.

And my Taobao items to come so quickly. Love all my shirts. Mom love it too, already kope one of my two shirts. Although Dearie couldn't fit into that huge size 44 Toms, thank goodness for Craig gor gor who could, else, I wouldn't have known who to pass it to.

What else.... I think that's it for now. I guess life is always pretty great if one would count their blessings.

There's really nothing that I want right now. Hmm.. My universe genie could have a break.