Tuesday, 26 June 2012

26/6

Although its late .
Im thankful that Kiara is fine, siao zhabor , my heart almost jumped up when she is motionless.
But shes fine now  :) So im happy about that.

Thankful that my brother is AWESOMEE!!  Bought me clothes and wallet ANNDD offer me his pouch. NICE OR WHAT. My bro is better than yours. HAHA #damnidiot.

Hmm.. thankful that my beautiful girlfriends are awesome. Cant believe Mika and XiaoJun and Cynthiya , this kind of rare , nice and sweet and pretty girls are in my life. Good or what ! I hope Secret helped Mika too. I dunno. Im happy , hope she is too.

As for ytd , thankful that he talked to me ^^ Sweet guy. definitely go out with him when i know him better .

And thankful that Jayne and Aishah , that two babes is there to be excited with me. Heh heh~

Thankful also that crayfish proj ended. No more feeding MUAHAHA. But hope they survive well with others. We fed them so diligently.. They better dont die.

Okay dying , NIGHT NIGHT !

Saturday, 23 June 2012

23/6

I thought I was making the wrong choice when I talked to you yesterday.
But this morning , I saw your attempt to make me feel bad/jealous/wadever , and
I was so relieved. Because that's the reason why Im leaving you. To tell you that
I am NOT your backup plan. I will NOT be part of your harem. I will no longer
 be under your control. :)  Cheers. But seriously , sincerely from the bottom of my
heart that you will someone you truly love because surrounding yourself with girls
to replace that one girl you cannot forget is not the way to go.

And Thank you Colette. Was watching one of the shaytards video awhile back
and she mention that Women shouldnt be afraid to be picky. Because what
could be the worst thing that could happen if you're picky ? You will be alone?
Would you rather be alone or to be mad/stressed about someone else.
Wondering if he's cheating.. blah blah...
Geez , I rather be alone doing things I like than to end up with the wrong guy and be unhappy.

Did I mention that my life is awesome ? My mom is currently making me breakfast.
And I had a bruise on my hip from hula hoop, but its awesome because is heartshape. ^^
Should be thankful right? It could have just been an ugly bruise. 
And thank you Jamie, Reb and Era. For listening to me blabber :D  
Talking to jamie make me smile untill my mouth sore. 


And what else.... OH ! This morning I weigh 49.4kg. ^^ Happy about that. Cant imagine I started off
with 58kg. 


Thursday, 21 June 2012

thankful

Dwayne , you have been a wonderful friend.
Surprisingly , you actually made me more patient and supportive. My future boyfriend will thank you. WAHAHA . Wah sometimes i so buey paisay that I buey tahan. But anyways~
And you taught me that theres actually guys who are not heartless and they are so in love with a girl that it affects them so much. I'll find a guy like that ! But of cos the girl must be me ^_^
Im glad that we still manage to talk things out. Thank you so much. 
You were a joy to have in my life ^^

And I must thank Kiara for her awesome-ness !! Made me so proud today ! I didnt know I could actually train a hamster... and she got it so fast !! Smart hamster is mine !
Although I think she secretly training me to give her treats. O wells~  :)

And thank you nice old man who picked up the 10cents for me :) :)
And who else...

My mom is awesome , she brought back $8 worth of blueberry because I was craving for some.
hahaha i actually already bought $4 worth. So yea , Ill be damn smart by the time i finish them all >:)

The weightloss secret worked now.
But the other one not working yet!! JIAYOU !! It will come tmr :P

21/6 Gratitude

This morning I woke up feeling pretty good about yesterday.
About myself , about my life.
As well as about TheSecret .

Jamie brought me my Cesar Millan Parcel . Im surprise it didnt take long at all.
It was oversize but... O wells ^^ Its okay . I'll think of a way.

Jamie is awesome . She came to my house at about 11.30pm. So tired already still wanna watch movie with me :3 So happy . As I was watching, I saw the package JinXiu bought for me. Then got reminded of how sweet JinXiu is. ^^

I dont know what is this man. but this feels good. #TheSecret or not , doesnt matter , something is working for me.
BYYY THEEE WAYYYY~~ Woke up 49.9kg stomach gotten flatter ~ Awesome ~~

Havent been able to be lighter than 50.7 before.... cant believe can lose almost up to a kg in a day. Happy about it all :D

Wednesday, 20 June 2012

Gratitude 4

O.O
Its freaky but I think its working. Awesomeness !

Thank you TheSecret for sending a guy who has patience and willing to listen and talk to me. Ive made a new friend :) For that im thankful ^^
haha Mr Mysterious.

Gratitude 3

And my family is the best la !

Mom is THE most awesome being in the world, She's like gravity.... Enough Said.
Didi , although he dont say much , like to act cool , but he's so responsible , so discipline , im thankful that he dont make us worry and he is those secretly supportive one. HAHA and plus , so talented and good looking , can hao lian to everyone that my whole family got good looking genes INCLUDING ME ! ( most important point)  
Ah mum and JieJies. Taking care of us since young , under your care , I have become the awesome person that I am now WAHAHAHA !! Giving me guidance through everything. Jiejies will make wonderful and beautiful mothers. :3
My grampa and gramma. You guys are awesome. You showed me how family should be supportive no matter what. And showed me that true love actually exist . For that I am really thankful that I have you guys as great examples. 
Daddy , thank you for still caring about us :)

Gratitude 2

Since Im expressing gratitude , why not continue ?

I have awesome friends.
Jinxiu , shes like the best. Cant believe she so tired still come help me clean my studyroom. Looking gorgeous now btw. Shes always so nice and everytime i need help , she will find all her ways to help me to the very core , until the job is done. Awesome or what ? People like that should be like 1 in a million and shes my bestfriend. IM LUCKY OR WHAT ???

And also Jamie, shes also the best! Aiya everyone good la. I am very lucky cannot ah ?  she actually taught me alot about confronting people. I dont like talking things out  , now I like to talk things out to solve problems. Thanks to her. No need to bottle things out. And shes so nice , also always helping me buy my online stuff , so efficient. When im unhappy , she always take time to listen and try to cheer me up. :3 And I like that you and I are so buey paisay about singing in public , HAHA. We are awesome singers , those people should be happy that they got free concert


And GuanYang ! So generous one, all the expensive habbo stuff that you gave ! Hahaha , great friend. Awesome spy! Cant believe someone will actually text me when I tweet that Im wide awake in the middle of the night. And during exams ! Will come and tell me Jiayou ! So nice so polite ! Always so happy . Such good positive energy , great person to be around.


And then of course Era, after all that that had happened , he's still here for me. I am very thankful and greatful . I will cherish our friendship more than ever. And of course Terra <3 Both the owner and the baby
And I really hope Era also find someone who truly truly give him the love he deserve. Love him more than I do. He's the sweetest guy ever. And dont press the soft spot on the head of Terra xD

Mutu , although no longer in my life. You have been a great support. You taught me alot alot and brought so much joy into my life. I wish all the best for you and your wife.



Gratitude ^^

Today , I wasn't feeling good this morning because of somethings.
But we shouldnt dwell on it right ?
We should be thankful , should be happy for every good things that happens to us.

So I want to be thankful that despite being bored to death. I actually have good artistic talent HEH HEH
And went to draw a picture of my favourite breed of dog. I personally think the picture is AWESSOMEE and im so proud of it !! ^^
And I also want to be thankful that Era spent his time talking to me ! He is awesome ! I cant believe anyone can be so selfless. I mean , HE LET ME NAME TERA!! Actually I LOVE HIM TTM!!
And also to GuanYang , so nice ! Awesome friend. Haha , he actually spent time talking to me when he's bored. I must be awesome for him to want to talk to me ! HOR ? HEHE
And Jamie actually accompanied me to Fajar leh !! so nice of her . And despite her wanting to study , she still willing to watch movie with me ! SHE'S SOOO AWESOME !!

Okay im no longer sad. Just abit hungry . HAHAHA .
Greater things will come in my life ! I just have to believe in it! YES JIA YOU !!
I probably should start studying also . Or read my book !

Cant believe I managed to find Cesar'sWay in the Library.

AND THIS MORNING im 50.7kg !! Soon ill be in the Forties Family !!! AWESOME MUACK ! I love my life